Monday, February 11, 2019

Self-Worth


Guys, Haiti is in a rough time right now. While we wait and pray for an end to the strike days, I've been trying to focus on some positives. In doing so, I was reminded of a conversation I had with one of my first graders that I wanted to share:



One of my favorite & most important jobs as a teacher is build self-worth into my students. My co-teacher and I are very intentional about building relationships with our students and instilling a growth mindset.

Here's a short conversation that I had with a little girl in my class recently that made me smile. 

Teacher: How did you get your whole paper correct?

Student, arms in air: I am smart!!

T: What else are you?

S, with confidence: I am beautiful, nice, kind, & loved.

T: Why couldn't you say that stuff earlier in the year?

S, honestly: I didn't know all that stuff about myself!

This student was one that started the year with poor self-image.  She would give up easily and didn't want to attempt anything perceived as hard because she was afraid of failure. She often complained about how she looked and even defined herself as ugly. 

To hear her confidently say that she is beautiful, smart, & loved filled my heart!
When faced with tough problems, she talks to herself saying, "Don't give up till I'm proud. Don't give up, keep trying."

Just an hour earlier, we had worked on quick thank you notes to God.  She had wrote:

“Thank you God for being my daddy. Thank you for my family. I praise you for loving me.”

This was a great reminder for me that my job matters and that our words make a difference.

She is also one the students who gave her life to Christ in December. What a transformation!

In the words of one of my favorite musicals, “Careful the things you say, children will listen. Careful the things you do, children will see and learn. Guide them along the way, children will listen. Children will look to you, for which way to turn. Careful before you say “listen to me,” children will listen.”

I'm thankful for the opportunity God gives me to speak truth and love into these little hearts as they are just beginning to explore a world that will try to tell them who they are. I hope that some of what I say, they listen and remember that they are all beautiful and loved by Jesus.  They remind me of those things every day!










Friday, May 25, 2018

Master’s, Mentoring, Moving…Oh, my!


Master’s, Mentoring, MovingOh, my!

Master’s. As mentioned previously, in January I accepted a request to become Assistant Principal of Elementary School at Cowman International School. In order to help me become more qualified for this role, I have enrolled in a Master’s of Education in Administration and Instruction at Emmaus Biblical Seminary. This means, that about every other month, several of us at Cowman leave school a few hours early for a week of intensive class from 1:00-5:00. The classes are taught by professors from the States, but our class is full of representatives from many types of education in Haiti. From school teachers, directors, principals, to government officials- it is so exciting to see so many Haitian teachers using a quality Christian education program to better their schools. I am learning so much here! Si Dye Vle (Lord Willing), I will graduate with my Master’s in May of 2019. J

Mentoring. Though I was nervous to accept the VP position at first, I am finding that I really enjoy it! Most of what I do is mentoring and serving- somethings I love to do! I meet with three of the elementary teachers at least once a week to review lesson plans, answer questions, and make sure they have what they need to do the best they can for their kids. Not only does this help my confidence in my own teaching, but I get to learn from them as well! Coming from different backgrounds with different experiences, we all have a lot to offer each other. It allows me to get closer to my colleagues which is probably one of my favorite parts of the job. Next year, I will be adding several more teachers to my meeting rotations. This means I will spend a bit less time in my classroom, leaving my co-teacher, Ronald, to teach more lessons. Please pray for this! I am excited to mentor more teachers but giving away class time is bittersweet.

Moving. As some of you may know, for the past two years (and for my student teaching), I have lived on the One Mission Society compound in Vaudreuil, Haiti in House 7. This house has affectionately been dubbed, “The Chick House” because it is where many young women have lived. Over these years, House 7 has truly been a home to me. It is the first place that I have ever lived aside from my childhood home in Bensalem. Though I have loved living on campus with the other missionaries and with abundant fruit trees, the time has come for me to move to another location! Our field is in a bit of transition with people going retiring, returning to the States, and going on furlough This, as well as a few other things, have given the remaining missionaries the opportunity to branch off and find hew housing. I will now be living in an apartment building called Breda, just 10 minutes from school and my old compound! This is super exciting for me as it is the first time I’ve ever picked out my place. The location will also allow me to become more independent as well as closer to my Haitian family and friends. Please pray as my cats & I get adjusted.

Stay tuned for pictures/details about moving and about the end of the school year!

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Love is...


Valentine’s Day was quickly approaching and there was one activity I knew for sure that I wanted my first graders to do. Our February Bible verse has been “God is love” so one day, I sat with my kids at station time to ask them a question.

Here’s what I said: “What holiday is coming up?...Yes, Valentine’s Day! What is our verse this month?...Right! ‘God is love.’ But now I have a question for you. If God is love, what is ‘love?’ When we talk about love, what do you think of?”

Here are some of their answers with no additional prompting from me: 

Love is caring for others.

Love is Jesus in our hearts and dying on the cross for us. 

Love is Jesus in our hearts.

Love is kissing goodnight and caring for someone.

Love is peace and helping.

Love is being nice and helping others. 

Love is peace and caring for others and not looking in your own interest.

Love is helping someone. 

Love is being kind and sharing.

Love is sharing food.

Love is peace and helping.

Love is kisses and helping.

Love is Jesus in our hearts.

Love is kissing goodnight and Christ.

Love is true. It is helping others. 

Love is life and Christ.

Love is sharing and giving kisses goodnight.

Love is God loves us.

Love is giving pizza and sharing pizza and playing together.

Love is Jesus in our hearts, sharing, and Jesus loving the world. 

Love is protection and peace.

If God is love (1 John 4: 8) then God is... patient and kind...He keeps no record of wrongs, does not delight in evil, and rejoices with truth. God always protects, always hopes, always perseveres. God never fails.  (1 Corinthians 13). 


                                                   



Sunday, December 31, 2017

Growth


          Happy Almost New Year! I apologize for the huge gap in my writing. Life gets hectic Anyway, as I reflect on 2017, my mind goes to my word of the year, “growth.” Many people search or pray for words that God will be working on in their lives that year and that’s what He gave me for 2017. Admittedly, I was about nervous about the word ‘growth’ because growth usually means changeand I don’t do change well. (Which is ironic for someone who moved by myself to a foreign culture in an environment that’s surrounded by frequent change).

I thought I’d give numbers that reflect some of my growth and fit into a New Year’s countdown theme.
26 kids. I have 26 1st graders! That in itself is a huge change from my 10 last year. I started this year with 27, gained one, then lost two. This has caused a lot of growth in my teaching as it’s much different planning for so many and with such a wide range of skills/abilities. It’s also a huge change for classroom management strategies! 

  
Class 2016-17
Class 2017-18

17 weeks in Haiti this school year. I’m officially in Haiti more than I’m not! It’s official that Haiti is a home in my heart, right next to Pennsylvania.

16 flights this year. Having been on 16 airplanes and 5 airports causes growth in independence and growth in dislike for airlines, security, and baggage! I've also added a new experience- traveling with a student! 



12 monthly supporters. I wouldn’t be where I am without these people! It’s through monthly support that I am able to be in and grow in Haiti to make a difference for Christ.

10 students at the Christmas program. I’m sure you’ve seen on FB, but my classroom was hit by a fever epidemic right before break with at least 13 of my 26 getting the bug. Being in with firsties has caused me to grow in my “mommy” characteristics of fever checker, boo-boo kisser, tear wiper, knee bandager, snack opener, shoe tier, hug giver, lap sharer, germ washer, picture collector, not-funny-joke-laugher, story listener, and more!



9 class birthdays! We’ve celebrated so many student birthdays ranging from six years old to eight. At Cowman, birthdays are usually no small occasion. While some bring a cake to share, others add in piñatas, hot dogs, pizza, popcorn, cheese curls, plantain chips. Add party planner, food reheater, time coordinator, and multitasker to my growth list!


6 fifth graders. My kids from last year love to come to visit. They come for hugs, advice, homework help, jokes, to read to the first graders, and sometimes to just hang out with me. I love the bond I have with these kids and hope it lasts forever. When they come in a group, even my firsties say, “Miss Kacie! Your kids are here!” They were the original growth starters! They have caused growth in my faith and for me as a mentor/role model.




5 immediate family members in the States. I was always the girl that was going to live next to my parents forever. For me to move so far from my parents and siblings, even with trips home and internet, is a miracle. I just credit God’s grace and ability to grant us peace to know that I am where He wants me to be. That has allowed for huge growth in independence for me this year.

4 teachers. Last year I was the only teacher in the room and I liked it that way. I was not good at delegating and figured if I like it my way, I should do it myself anyway. This year though, with my large bunch, I get help. I was actually nervous about it- sharing responsibility for the education of 26 kids while doing the planning and delegating myself- it seemed like too much. But I have been blessed with 3 great helpers in my room. One only stays an hour for literacy stations, another stays for 2 hours (literacy & math stations) and returns to help grade, and another I get all day. My all-day assistant has grown to be more like a co-teacher and we’ve turned into great partners in the classroom! I honestly don’t know how I’d survive without him. Having this help has helped me grow in those leadership and delegation skills for sure!

3 roommates. Going from living at home my whole life to moving overseas seemed like a big jump, but with the help of my housemates, it was a great transition! I’ve been blessed with fabulous housemates. Last school year I lived with Susie and Erin and our bond was immediate and deep (something I’m dearly missing). This school year, I started the year with Rosa and we settled into a quick and wonderful friendship and routine. Now I’m living in House 7 alone. Although it was an adjustment and I miss my friends, I am pretty content with it as well.


Susie&Erin
Rosa



















2 major hurricanes. Living in Bucks County, PA, I was pretty free from natural disasters. Sure, we had snow and that microscopic earthquake one time, but that was it. This school year, I was faced with two major hurricanes heading right for me. God decided to spare most of Haiti though from both storms and I am forever thankful for that! J





1 God. The one true God who causes me grow as He shapes me to reflect Himself and become everything He’s called me to be. 

photo credit: pinterest

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Beauty

Wow! I’ve been back home in Haiti for eight weeks now and I haven’t blogged once. Sorry about that!

First of all, I need to say a huge thank you to all of you who support me on a monthly basis and those who gave special gifts to get me here. I am happy to say that I am 100% funded until June of 2019! That means that any gifts given now help me stay here longer. J


Yesterday and today are Cowman's days of Fall Break and I had the oppurtunity to go on a long hike with a good group friends. It was beautiful and I wanted to share some of the beauty in my life with you. 

According to dictionary.com beauty is "the quality present in a thing or person that gives intense pleasure or deep satisfaction to the mind, whether from sensory manifestations, a meaningful design, or something else." 

Here is where I find beauty in my life...

I find beauty in a classroom set up using hand-me-downs from my mom's old preschool and from special gifts from loving friends.


I find beauty in rehabilitation. 


I find beauty in a happy, loud, smart first grade classroom. 


I find beauty in birthdays. And lots of them!






I find beauty in God's protection from hurricanes. 


I find beauty in "Look Miss Kacie! Look what we made!" 








I find beauty in my girls who visit and help me whenever they can. 





I find beauty in my big kids helping my little kids learn to read. 
















I find beauty in the sunrise.


I find beauty in nature. 



I find beauty in friends. 


I thank God for all of the beauty found in my life and for each of you that has helped me get this far. Thank you! ~