The View Outside My Window (Written Saturday, June 10th)

The view outside my window has had many changes in the past weeks.

The view outside my window was of newborn goats and Malaysian apples.

Then view outside my window changed to an apartment building and a playground set.

The current view outside my window is of roads, cars, and houses, thousands of feet below me.

In a few hours, the view outside of my window will be the city of Philadelphia and then of my dogs in my backyard.

As I sit here on plane ride #21 since July of 2016, I feel like the views outside my window reflect my life in transition.

For someone that struggles with change, life overseas is filled with it! I’ve adjusted to a new culture, climate, home, language, school, and job. I have to meet and then say goodbye to dozens of new people. I taught a grade I’ve never imagined being a part of. I’ve learned to live away from family for the first time. I’ve adjusted to life with two housemates and wayyyy less animals then I’m used to.

So much change in just 10 months!

Though it hasn’t always been easy, it has always been worth it! As one of my housemates and I used to say, “This life is hard, but it is good.”

I love my new life in Haiti, all the change included. I love how God is 

using all of these experiences to shape me, hopefully into looking more like Him. I love how God is using my family, friends, and church family to build me up, encourage, and support me in the call God has put on my life.

Thank you for your part in my story, no matter what view outside my widow there is. 

My ministry is not possible without you.

Fourth Grade Lessons

Fourth Grade Lessons

I’m not sure how many people I’ve told, but teaching fourth graders was never on my bucket-list. All my life, I have wanted to work with little kids. My mom and mommom have passed on enough materials that I could teach preschool without much preparation. So when my two supervisors from student teaching in Haiti asked me to teach fourth grade this year, I was a bit skeptical (and if I’m being honest, a bit scared too).

Now that we are half way through the second marking period though, I can say that that has changed! Every day isn’t a piece of cake, but I love my fourth graders. I love how I can have real, deep conversations with them and really work through our material. In the process of me learning how to teach them in the most effective ways, they’ve been teaching me some things along way. I thought I’d share some lessons from fourth grade.

1.)            Be silly!

2.)          Be kind.

3.)          Don’t forget to play.

4.)          Ask questions.

"Miss Kacie, how many galaxies are there?““Are elk bigger than deer?” “How big is the sun compared to earth?” “What is the world’s biggest insect?” (Thank God for Google!) 

     

http://pics-about-space.com/

5.)          Love all of God’s creations.

Ok, so this one is kinda my fault. I'm one that cannot kill a bug without feeling guilty..It annoys people, but I can't help it, I promise! :P .I may have turned many of my students into that too. Where they used to freak out at bugs, spiders, snakes, etc. they now are curious and kind. Now, instead of screaming at a giant spider, they say, "Aww! It's so cute! Let's move our stuff so that he can be safe where he is." 

6.)          Dig deep into God’s Word.

This one goes alongside the questions one. They have so many impressive questions about the Word! Where did dinosaurs go and where are they in the Bible? (Genesis & Job in case you were wondering) What does the Bible say about angels? What will heaven be like? If Jesus was born in 4 A.D., how was He at creation? How can one God have three persons? I love these questions as it makes me dive deep into the Bible to make sure I am teaching them correctly. It is also evidence that they are thinking through these issues at a young age! 

7.)          Sing “Bless the Lord (10,000 reasons)” whenever it comes to mind.

This is some of my kids' favorite song (which I love)! We started adding in some worship song time to our Bible time recently. I've found that it really sets the pace of the day and makes everyone in a better mood. This song though, it's not just sung at Bible time...It is hummed while I am teaching. It is done as a duet, quartet, 11-tet as we are doing stations. It is begged for at chapel. It brings a calm across the room as we sing, "Bless the Lord oh my soul. Worship His Holy name. Sing like never before, oh my soul, worship His holy name." 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XtwIT8JjddM

8.)          Pray boldly.

One of the best decisions I've made this year is to turn from one or two people praying each day to doing "popcorn prayers." Though there are some that will whine that it takes too long, for the most part they offer up pure, bold prayers about so many things. I just have to give you some examples. 

"God, thank you for all that you have made and all you have given us. Please comfort those who don't have as much."

"God, thank you that we go to a school where we can grow more in you. Please be with those who cannot hear about You at school and with those who cannot even go to school. Help them find a way to learn about you."

"Lord, please come back soon so we can see the New Heaven and New Earth...but God give us enough time to tell more people about you so that no one will spend forever without you"

"Let the bad guys stop doing wrong, and turn to You so that others will see and do the same." 

"Thank you for loving us. Help kids without parents get to go home soon with forever families."

"Help the people dealing the flood so that they can fix their homes, find food, and a safe place to sleep." 

I'm telling you- when these kids really pray, I get the goosebumps and feel the Spirit in my classroom. I even told them that I don't care when it takes more than 5 minutes to pray because I imagine God listening and smiling in Heaven at us. 

9.)          Hug often.

If you have questions about this one, please see my post about my "clingy class." ;) . 

10.)        There is something way more important than lesson plans, conferences, and standards. These 4th graders "love Jesus deep down in their hearts!" ♡

Catching Up

January 7^th, 2016

Coming back from Haiti this time was different. Everyone handled it differently. My family had work and school on my first day back so it was just me and my dogs reconnecting as life went on around me. Even with friends though, at church and otherwise, I felt like I was getting a glimpse into the future. People said, “Welcome back to the States” or “Good to see you back church.” No one said, “Welcome home.” In fact, the one person who started to say that stopped himself and asked me, “Wait, or are you visiting here and Haiti is home now?” Other comments included, “How long are you here for?” “When do you go back?” And even “When do you go home?” And “I have a feeling that pretty soon we won’t be seeing you very often around here.”

As much as these comments caught me off guard, I wasn’t offended by them. I know missionaries who have lived internationally for years and their family and friends refuse to acknowledge their official “home-ness” of their countries. It just seems to me that everyone around me as just accepted my calling before I have. I have known this was coming but I think there was always a little part of me that hoped God would tweak my timing to be more convenient. You know, like after some teaching experiences or a husband, or paying off student loans…Fortunately, God’s ways and His timing are not my own and I need to let Him call the shots on this one. He has proved over and over that this is His voice I’m feeling and it’s not a call for I’m ready. It’s for now.

          I’ve stayed awake until 5am pondering my future to come to these conclusions…I’m hoping now that I’ve admitted it, I’ll be able to sleep.

August 17^th, 2016

          Well….as many of you know, I let God call the shots and I am headed back to Haiti this Saturday. It is currently 2:52 am on my birthday and I’m laying downstairs because I am literally hotter than Haiti and my mind is buzzing with emotions and thoughts that I haven’t gotten on paper yet. I’ll give you a quick recap of my year since that revelation and then hopefully update you from my new normal.

          January: Start working at TIA as lead infant teacher

          February: Start application process to get back to Haiti

          March: TIA closed so I moved to be the lead 3 year old teacher at Kiddie Academy

          May: get accepted to OMS! (Start fundraising)

          July: resign from K.A. to head to CROSS training in Indiana

          August: two week of VBS and this one week of prep before heading down!

** I think I fell asleep because that last sentence wasn’t even finished.

August 21, 2016

          It hasn’t been an easy road, but I’m finally back in Haiti. A quote I kept finding in random places is this:

 which is fitting because even though the transition will be difficult, it is not about becoming better, it is being who God created me to be. So anyway, after a lovely commissioning service by my church, last week was spent cleaning and packing and cherishing every moment with my family. I’m now in the process of unpacking and settling before I start back to school with the other teachers on Wednesday. This week I will hopefully give you a better update on my life in Haiti and what it will look like.  Thank you for your prayers! Stay tuned....